But what, one might ask, does all this have to do with
us, who are trying to lead, as best we can, a sober Orthodox Christian life?
It has a lot to do with it. We have to realize that the life around us, abnormal
though it is, is the place where we begin our own Christian life. Whatever
we make of our life, whatever truly Christian content we give it, it still has
something of the stamp of the "me generation" on it, and we have to
be humble enough to see this. This is where we begin.
There are two false approaches to the life around us that
many often make today, thinking that somehow this is what Orthodox Christians
should be doing. One approachthe most common oneis simply to go
along with the times: adapt yourself to rock music, modern fashions and
tastes, and the whole rhythm of our jazzed-up modern life. Often the more old-fashioned
parents will have little contact with this life and will live their own life
more or less separately, but they will smile to see their children follow after
its latest craze and think that this is something harmless.
This path is total disaster for the Christian life; it is
the death of the soul. Some can still lead an outwardly respectable life without
struggling against the spirit of the times, but inwardly they are dead or dying;
andthe saddest thing of alltheir children will pay the price in
various psychic and spiritual disorders and sicknesses which become more and
more common. One of the leading members of the suicide cult that ended so spectacularly
in Jonestown four years ago was the young daughter of a Greek Orthodox priest;
satanic rock groups like Kiss"Kids in Satan's Service"are
made up of ex-Russian Orthodox young people; the largest part of the membership
of the temple of satan in San Francisco, according to a recent sociological
surveyis made up of Orthodox boys. These are only a few striking cases;
most Orthodox young people don't go so far astraythey just blend in with
the anti-Christian world around them and cease to be examples of any kind of
Christianity for those around them.
This is wrong. The Christian must be different from the world,
above all from today's weird, abnormal world, and this must be one oft he basic
things he knows as part of his Christian upbringing. Otherwise there is no point
in calling ourselves Christianmuch less Orthodox Christians.
The false approach at the opposite extreme is one that one
might call false spirituality. As translations of Orthodox books on the spiritual
life become more widely available, an the Orthodox vocabulary of spiritual struggle
is placed more and more in the air, one finds an increasing number of people
talking about hesychasm, the Jesus Prayer, the ascetic life, exalted states
of prayer, and the most exalted Holy Fathers like St. Symeon the New Theologian,
St. Gregory Palamas, and St. Gregory the Sianite. It is all very well to be
aware of this truly exalted side of Orthodox spiritual life and to have reverence
for the great saints who have actually lived it; but unless we have a very
realistic and very humble awareness of how far away all of us today are
from the life of hesychasm and how little prepared we are even to approach it,
our interest in it will be only one more expression of our self-centered, plastic
universe. "The me-generation goes hesychast!"that is what some
are trying to do today; but in actuality they are only adding a new game called
"hesychasm" to the attractions of Disneyland.
There are books on this subject now that are very popular.
In fact, Roman Catholics are going in very big for this kind of thing under
Orthodox influence and themselves influencing other Orthodox people. For example,
there is a Jesuit priest, Fr. George Maloney, who writes all kinds of books
on this subject and translates St. Macarius the Great and St. Symeon the New
Theologian and tries to get people in everyday life to be hesychasts. They have
all kinds of retreats, usually "charismatic"; people are inspired
by the Holy Spirit, supposedly, and undertake all types of these disciplines
which we get from the Holy Fathers, and which are far beyond the level at which
we are today. It is a very unserious thing. There is also a lady, Catherine
de Hueck Doherty (in fact, she was born in Russia and became a Roman Catholic),
who writes books about Poustinia, the desert life, and Molchanie,
the silent life, and all these things which she tries to put into life like
you would have some fashion for a new candy. This, of course, is very unserious
and is a very tragic sign of our times. These kind of exalted things are being
used by people who have no idea of what they are about. For some people it is
only a habit or a pastime; for others who take it seriously, it can be a great
tragedy. They think they are leading some kind of exalted life and really they
have not come to terms with their own problems inside of them.
Let me re-emphasize that both of these extremes are
to be avoidedboth worldliness and super-spiritualitybut this does
not mean that we should not have a realistic awareness of the legitimate demands
which the world makes upon us, or that we should cease respecting and taking
sound instruction from the great hesychast Fathers and using the Jesus prayer
ourselves, according to our own circumstances and capacity. It just has to be
on our level, down to earth. The point isand it is a point that is absolutely
necessary for our survival as Orthodox Christians todaywe must realize
our situation as Orthodox Christians today; we must realize deeply what times
we live in, how little we actually know and feel our Orthodoxy, how far we are
not just from the saints of ancient times, but even from the ordinary Orthodox
Christians of a hundred years or even a generation ago, and how much we must
humble ourselves just to survive as Orthodox Christians today.
What we can do
More specifically, what can we do to gain this
awareness, this realization, and how can we make it fruitful in our lives? I
will try to answer this question in two parts: first, concerning our awareness
of the world around us, which as never before in the history of Christianity
has become our conscious enemy; and second, concerning our awareness of Orthodoxy,
which, I am afraid, most of us known much lass than we should, much less than
we have to know if we wish to keep it.
First, since whether we wish it or not we are in the world (and its effects
are felt strongly even in a remote place like our monastery here), we must face
it and its temptations squarely and realistically, but without giving in to
it; in particular, we must prepare our young people for the temptations facing
them, and is it were inoculate them against these temptations. We must be aware
that the world around us seldom helps and almost always hinders the upbringing
of the child in the true Orthodox spirit. We must be ready every day to answer
the influence of the world by the principles of a sound Christian upbringing.
This means that what a child learns at school must constantly
be checked and corrected at home. We cannot assume that something he is going
to learn at school is simply something that is profitable or secular and has
nothing to do with his Orthodox upbringing. He may be taught useful skills and
facts (although many schools in America today are failing miserably even at
this; many school teachers tell us that all they can do is keep the children
in god order in class without even teaching them anything), but even if he gets
this much, he is also taught many wrong attitudes and philosophies. A child's
basic attitude towards and appreciation of literature, music, history, art,
philosophy, even science, and of course life and religionmust come first
of al not from school, for the school will give you all this mixed up with modern
philosophy; it must come first from the home and Church, or else he is bound
to be miseducated in today's world, where public education is at best agnostic,
and at worst, openly atheistic or anti-religious. Of course, in the Soviet Union
all this is forced upon the child, with no religion whatsoever and an active
program of making the child an atheist.
Parents must now exactly what is being taught their children
in education courses, which are almost universal today in American schools,
and correct it at home, not only by a frank attitude to this subject (especially
between fathers and sonsa very rare thing in American society), but also
by a clear setting forth of the moral aspect of it which is totally absent in
public education.
Parents must know just what kind of music their children
are listening to, what is in the movies they see (listening and seeing together
with them when necessary), what kind of language they are exposed to and what
kind of language they use, and give the Christian attitude to all this.
Televisionin households where there is not enough courage
to throw it out the windowmust be strictly controlled and supervised to
avoid the poisonous effects of this machine which has become the leading educator
of anti-Christian attitudes and ideas in the home itself, especially to the
young.
I speak about the raising of children because this is where
the world first strikes its blows at Orthodox Christians and forms them in its
image; once wrong attitudes have been formed in a child, the task of giving
him a Christian education becomes doubly difficult.
But it is not only children, it is all of us, who are facing
the world which is trying to form us in anti-Christianity, by means of schools,
television, movies, popular music, and all the other influences that pound in
upon us, most of all in the big cities. We have to be aware that what is being
pounded in upon us is all of one piece; it has a certain rhythm, a certain message
to give us, this message of self-worship, of relaxing, of letting go, of enjoying
yourself, of giving up any thought of the other world, in various forms, whether
in music, or in movies, television, or what is being taught in schools, the
way subjects are emphasized, the way the background is given, and everything
else; there is one particular thing which is being given to us. It is actually
an education in atheism. We have to fight back by knowing just what the world
is trying to do to us, and by formulating and communicating our Orthodox Christian
response to it.
Frankly, from observing the way Orthodox families in today's
world live and pass on their Orthodoxy, it would seem that this battle is more
often lost than won. The percentage of Orthodox Christians who retain their
Orthodox identity intact and are not changed into the image of today's world,
is small indeed.
Still, it is not necessary to view the world around us as
all bad. In fact, for our survival as Orthodox Christians we have to
be smart enough to use whatever is positive in the world for our own benefit.
Here I will go into a few points where we can use something in the world which
seems to have nothing to do directly with Orthodoxy in order to formulate our
Orthodox world-view.
The child who has been exposed from his earliest years to
good classical music, and has seen his soul being developed by it, will not
be nearly as tempted by the crude rhythm and message of rock and other contemporary
forms of pseudo-music as someone who has grown up without a musical education.
Such a musical education, as several of the Optina elders have said, refines
the soul and prepares it for the reception of spiritual impressions.
The child who has been educated in good literature, drama,
and poetry and has felt their effect in his own soulthat is, has really
enjoyed themwill not easily become an addict of the contemporary movies
and television programs and cheap novels that devastate the soul and take it
away from the Christian path.
The child who has learned to see beauty in classical painting
and sculpture will not easily be drawn into the perversity of contemporary art
or be attracted by the garish products of modern advertising and pornography.
The child who knows something of the history of the world,
especially in Christian times, and how other people have lived and thought,
what mistakes and pitfalls people have fallen into by departing from God and
His commandments, and what glorious and influential lives they have lived when
they were faithful to Himwill be discerning about the life and philosophy
of our own times and will not be inclined to follow the first new philosophy
or way of life he encounters. One of the basic problems facing the education
of children today is that in the schools they are no longer given a sense of
history. It is a dangerous and fatal thing to deprive a child of a sense of
history. It means that he has no ability to take examples from the people who
lived in the past. And actually, history constantly repeats itself. Once you
see that, it becomes interesting how people have answered problems, how there
have been people who have gone against God and what results came from that,
and how people changed their lives and became exceptions and gave an example
which is lived down to our own times. This sense of history is a very important
thing which should be communicated to children.
In general, the person who is well acquainted with the best
products of secular culturewhich in the West almost always has definite
religious and Christian overtoneshas a much better chance of leading a
normal, fruitful Orthodox life than someone who knows only the popular culture
of today. One who is converted to Orthodoxy straight from "rock" culture,
and in general anyone who thinks he can combine Orthodoxy with that kind of
culturehas much suffering to go through and a difficult road in life before
he can become a truly serious Orthodox Christian who is capable of handing on
his faith to others. Without this suffering, without this awareness, Orthodox
parents will raise their children to be devoured by the contemporary world.
The world's best culture, properly received, refines and develops the soul;
today's popular culture cripples and deforms the soul and hinders it from having
a full and normal response to the message of Orthodoxy.
Therefore, in our battle against the spirit of this world,
we can use the best things the world has to offer in order to go beyond them;
everything good in the world, if we are only wise enough to see it, points to
God, and to Orthodoxy, and we have to make use of it.
The Orthodox World-view
With such an attitudea view of both the
good things and the bad things in the worldit is possible for us to have
and to live an Orthodox world-view, that is, an Orthodox view on the
whole of life, not just on narrow church subjects. There exists a false
opinion, which unfortunately is all to widespread today, that it is enough to
have an Orthodoxy that is limited to the church building and formal "Orthodox"
activities, such as praying at certain times or making the sign of the Cross;
in everything else, so this opinion goes, one can be like anyone else, participating
in the life and culture of our times without any problem, as long as we don't
commit sin.
Anyone who has come to realize how deep Orthodoxy is, and
how full is the commitment which is required of the serious Orthodox Christian,
and likewise what totalitarian demands the contemporary world makes on us, will
easily see how wrong this opinion is. One is Orthodox all the time every
day, in every situation of life, or one is not really Orthodox at all.
Our Orthodoxy is revealed not just in our strictly religious views, but in everything
we do and say. Most of us are very unaware of the Christian, religious responsibility
we have for the seemingly secular part of our lives. The person with
a truly Orthodox world-view lives every part of his life as Orthodox.
Let us, therefore, ask here: How can we nourish and support
this Orthodox world-view in our daily life?
The first and most obvious way is to be in constant contact
with the sources of Christian nourishment, with everything that the Church gives
us for our enlightenment and salvation: the Church services and Holy Mysteries,
Holy Scripture, the Lives of Saints, the writings of the Holy Fathers. One must,
of course, read books that are on one's own level of understanding, and apply
the Church's teaching to one's own circumstances in life; then they can be fruitful
in guiding us and changing us in a Christian way.
But often these basic Christian sources do not have their
full effect on us, or don't really affect us at all, because we don't have the
right Christian attitude towards them and towards the Christian life
they are supposed to inspire. Let me now say a word here about what our attitude
should be if we are to obtain real benefit from them and if they are going to
be for us the beginning of a truly Orthodox world-view.
First of all, Christian spiritual food, by its very nature,
is something living and nourishing; if our attitude towards it is merely academic
and bookish, we will fail to get the benefit it is meant to give. Therefore,
if we read Orthodox books or are interesting in Orthodoxy only to gain informationor
show off our knowledge to others, we are missing the point; if we learn of the
commandments of God and the law of His Church merely to be "correct"
and to judge the "incorrectness" of others, we are missing the point.
These things must not merely affect our ideas, but must directly touch our lives
and change them. In any time of great crisis in human affairssuch as the
critical times right in front of us in the free worldthose who place their
trust in outward knowledge, in laws and canons and correctness, will be unable
to stand. The strong ones then will be those whose Orthodox education has given
them a feel for what is truly Christian, those whose Orthodoxy is in
the heart and is capable of touching other hearts.
Nothing is more tragic than to see someone who is raised
in Orthodoxy, has a certain idea of the catechism, has read some Lives of Saints,
has a general idea of what Orthodoxy stands for, understands some of the services,
and then is unaware of what is going on around him. And he gives his children
this life in two categories: one is the way most people live and the other way
is how Orthodox live on Sundays and when they are reading some Orthodox text.
When a child is raised like that he is most likely not going to take the Orthodox
one; it is going to be a very small part of his life, because the contemporary
life is too attractive, too many people are going for it, it is too much a part
of reality today, unless he has been really taught how to approach it, how to
guard himself against the bad effects of it and how to take advantage of the
good things which are in the world.
Therefore, our attitude, beginning right now, must be down-to-earth
and normal. That is, it must be applied to the real circumstances of
our life, not a product of fantasy and escapism and refusal to face the often
unpleasant facts of the world around us. An Orthodoxy that is too exalted and
too much in the clouds belongs in a hothouse and is incapable of helping us
in our daily life, let along saying anything for the salvation of those around
us. Our world is quite cruel and wounds souls with its harshness; we need to
respond first of all with down-to-earth Christian love and understanding, leaving
accounts of hesychasm and advanced forms of prayer to those capable of receiving
them.
So also, our attitude must not be self-centered but reaching
out to those who are seeking for God and for a godly life. Nowadays, wherever
there is a good-sized Orthodox community, the temptation is to make it into
a society for self-congratulation and for taking delight in our Orthodox virtues
and achievements: the beauty of our church buildings and furnishings, the splendor
of our services, even the purity of our doctrine. But the true Christian life,
even since the time of the Apostles, has always been inseparable from communicating
it to others. An Orthodoxy that is alive by this very fact shines forth to othersand
there is no need to pen a "department of missions" to do this; the
fire of true Christianity communicates itself without this. If our Orthodoxy
is only something we keep for ourselves, and boast about it, then we are the
dead burying the deadwhich is precisely the state of many of our Orthodox
parishes today, even those that have a large number of young people, if they
are not going deeply into their Faith. It is not enough to say that the young
people are going to church. We need to ask what they are getting in church,
what they are taking away from church, and, if they are not making Orthodoxy
a part of their whole life, then it really is not sufficient to say that they
are going to church.
Likewise, our attitude must be loving and forgiving. There
is a kind of hardness that has crept into Orthodox life today: "That man
is a heretic; don't go near him;" "that one is Orthodox, supposedly,
but you can't really be sure;" "that one there is obviously a spy."
No one will deny that the Church is surrounded by enemies today, or that there
are some who stoop to taking advantage of our trust and confidence. But this
is the way it has been since the time of the Apostles, and the Christian life
has always been something of a risk in this practical way. But even if we are
sometimes taken advantage of and do have to show some caution in this regard,
still we cannot give up our basic attitude of love and trust without which we
lose one of the very foundations of our Christian life. The world, which has
no Christ, has to be mistrustful and cold, but Christians, on the contrary,
have to be loving and open, or else we will lose the salt of Christ within
us and become just like the world, good for nothing but to be cast out and trodden
underfoot.
A little humility in looking at ourselves would help us to
be more generous and forgiving of the faults of others. We love to judge others
for the strangeness of their behavior; we call them "cuckoos" or "crazy
converts." It is true that we should beware of really unbalanced people
who can do us great harm in the Church. But what serious Orthodox Christian
today is not a little "crazy?" We don't fit in with the ways of this
world; if we do, in today's world, we aren't serious Christians. The
true Christian today cannot be at home in the world; he cannot help but feel
himself and be regarded by others as a little "crazy." Just to keep
alive the ideal of other-worldly Christianity today, or to get baptized as an
adult, or to pray seriously, is enough to put you into a crazy house in the
Soviet Union and in many other countries, and these countries are leading the
way for the rest of the world to follow.
Therefore, let us not be afraid of being considered a little
"crazy" by the world, and let us continue to practice the Christian
love and forgiveness which the world can never understand, but which in its
heart it needs and even craves.
Finally, our Christian attitude must be what, for want of
a better word, I would call innocent. Today the world places a high value
on sophistication, on being worldly-wise, on being a "professional."
Orthodoxy places no value on these qualities; they kill the Christian soul.
And yet these qualities constantly creep into the Church and into our lives.
How often one hears enthusiastic converts especially, express their desire of
going to the great Orthodox centers, the cathedrals and monasteries where sometimes
thousands of the faithful come together and everywhere the talk is of church
matters, and one can feel how important Orthodox is, after all. That Orthodoxy
is a small drop in the bucket when you look at the whole society, but in the
great cathedrals and monasteries there are so many people that it seems as though
it is really an important thing. And how often one sees these same people in
a pitiful state after they have indulged their desire, returning from the "great
Orthodox centers" sour and dissatisfied, filled with worldly church gossip
and criticism, anxious above all to be "correct" and "proper"
and worldly-wise about church politics. In a word, they have lost their innocence,
their unworldliness, being led astray by their fascination with the worldly
side of the Church's life.
In various forms, this is a temptation to us all, and we
must fight it by not allowing ourselves to overvalue the externals of the Church,
but always returning to the "one thing needful": Christ and the salvation
of our souls from this wicked generation. We needn't be ignorant of what goes
on in the world and in the Churchin fact, for our own selves we have to
knowbut our knowledge must be practical and simple and single-minded,
not sophisticated and worldly.
Conclusion
It is obvious to any Orthodox Christian who is aware of hat is going on around him today, that the world is coming to its end. The signs of the times are so obvious that one might say that the world is crashing to its end.| back |
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